tomorrow

Tomorrow is the BIG day. It's 11 PM and I can't sleep . . . although I'm about to lay down and try. I'm getting emotional thinking about what is going to happen tomorrow. My baby will no longer be inside me and although a lot of me is GLAD about that, it's a sad thing too, because once it's done, it's done. 

I can't wait to hold Jedi. *I can't believe I'm thinking that name outloud* and I really can't wait for Jeremy to see him. We've been talking about him for so long. 

I'm nervous about the surgery and nervous about the recovery --- c-sections HURT so long afterwards. Your stomach muscles are non-existent!

Pray for me! 8:30 AM!